Once upon a Friend

A chai break…

Oct 8, 2018, 10:30 am, New Delhi. It was suffocating, courtesy an inefficient AC. The traffic was crawling. But, I didn’t care. Sometimes, a delay is good. It gives you the time to prepare. “How will we greet each other? What will we talk about? How much does he remember? How do I pack my wonder years in a tea hour?”

A voyage back to childhood is special. Especially if we learnt to walk in the 1960s or 70s. Maybe I am a bit biased here. Perhaps, every generation feels the same way about their wonder years. But the planet then was very different. We were the last ones to freely roam the urban landscape before the invasion of televisions and telephones. Our closest friends were people, not gadgets. And we didn’t shop for the best model. Besides our siblings, the kid next door would become the closest buddy by default. My neighbor’s name was Ravi Agarwal.

Ravi and I were born a week and a few yards apart. But that didn’t deter us from maintaining our distinct identities. We had a separate set of favorites—be it in kites, marbles, stamps, feathers, coins, comics, trees, or stars, even festivals. I was his deputy during Holi, from stealing logs for the Holika Dahan, to slyly attacking the house elders with our pichkaris. Diwali was my thing, I would go slow on my firecrackers, save them for the last blast, and then go scavenging the day after for the unburnt ones. Both of us loved the magical 10 days of Ramlila, it didn’t matter if the same mythological tale was reenacted by the same actors year after year. Raksha Bandhan gave Ravi the edge, somehow his rakhi was always bigger than mine.

Summer vacations were incredible. The days were packed. The morning would start before the fading of the last star. An adventure stroll on the outskirts of the town, a whole mango for breakfast, late morning swings on our favorite tree, butterfly chasing in the afternoon, a zillion indigenous games in the evening, and then sleeping outdoors—ears tuned to Hawa Mahal and eyes fixated on the Milky Way.

And then there were the fantasies. High up in the sky. Or deep underground. I would often run flapping my arms, believing, maybe, I will just take off like those eagles. That didn’t work. I switched to chasing flying eagles, capturing their shadow to dig for hidden treasures. That didn’t work either. So, the fantasies kept changing. But my accomplice, Ravi, stayed constant. Till one fine day, before I hit my teens, my kaagaz ki kashti capsized. Daddy got transferred to Haridwar. I grew up suddenly. And things were never the same again.


15 years ago. I made my first trip back to Bhopal to attend a wedding. I strolled down my wonder lane. A public sector colony sees a continual churn. The old timers had exited generations ago. The empty fields in front of the colony had big beautiful trees. But where does one fly kites? I opened the gate of my birthplace. The garden was gorgeous, the tenant was gracious. But where was the tree with my Tarzan branch? And why did everything look so tiny—the colony road and my house? Is it because the eyes of an adult see the world differently than those of a child? Thousand thoughts, one realization:

Sometimes, it’s the people who make a place special. When people leave, the place loses its preciousness.

Ravi and I became Facebook friends a few years after my Bhopal trip. Our interaction was limited to a few festive forwards on our cell phones. My infrequent visits to Delhi didn’t lead to our reunion, thanks to my general lack of initiative to stay connected. In Delhi, the distances are vast, I had convinced myself. Then, about three months ago, I was to speak at a conference in Delhi, and that’s when I decided it was time.

My idea was to arrive a night earlier and have Ravi come over to my hotel. Just he, me, drinks, and time travel till the wee hours. But it was not meant to be. Ravi was keen to have me visit his home. The format changed. Instead of two childhood friends meeting over drinks, it was a family interaction over chai. I changed my flight to the next morning, and then took a cab to his place, wondering, “How do I pack my wonder years in a tea hour?”

Back to Oct 8, 2018. We hugged. Ravi, uncle, auntie, and I. It was the most endearing hug. We spoke about the years gone by—our personal, professional, and family journeys, the whereabouts of old neighbors, and a lot of Indian politics. Only one thing was amiss. There were no flashback images, no nostalgic trips, no mentions of specific incidents. The tea hour was over. Did the hour fly by too fast or too slow? For there was so much left to listen, but so little left to say. A sinking feeling seeped in as I sat back in the cab. I didn’t get to tell Ravi how much he had meant to me. The surroundings were not conducive. We were sitting across the sofas of a Delhi house, and not across the tree branches of our childhood backyard. My eyes welled up on my way to the conference.

Sometimes, it’s the place that makes people special. When the place changes, the relationship loses its preciousness.

Afterword: With the people vs. places twist established, it has been a few days since I wrote this blog. I have been trying to muster the courage to post it. I am not feeling good reading it. Neither will Ravi. How is it possible to accept that our existence in each other’s lives is inconsequential today? That our present-day friends and family hold far more relevance? That the dusk of our friendship, perhaps, occurred a long time back? What is the need for the display of this blatant truth then?

Ironically, my underlying hesitation has become the compelling reason for me to go live. Why? If our bond is indeed that inconsequential, then why have I been hesitating for the last few days? Why should I care about how Ravi feels after reading my blog? Clearly, even after a hiatus of 40 years, the moments that I spent with him are priceless to me. The above twist in my blog stands corrected.

At all times, people and places change. The preciousness resides in the timeless moments that we spend together.

Many who surround us today will be history tomorrow. Time flows fast—one that has passed, one that is here, one that is coming. Therefore, the value of a moment doesn’t exist in ‘when’ it passes, but ‘how’ it passes. I know I lived my wonder years to the fullest. I had the time of my life, and I owe a great deal of that to my first friend!

Moments, Purpose, Original


  1. Yes. Actually, Childhood is the most beautiful of all life’s season.

  2. Pretty deep one!!.. made me realize how beautiful that period was and how many beautiful contacts are lost but wanna thanks to these gadgets today cause virtually at least they are making it possible to help us stay connected with the old ones.

  3. Flashback.. Indeed. It took me back to my childhood memories..

  4. Very true, we should value on how. A good read and this is how the basic principles from our day to day life stands true for the professional world, how (retrospective) being an important part.

  5. Such a nice article..! I could so much relate to it and am sure many others will resonate as well. Childhood memories with friends are the best and it cannot be replaced with anything.. You have very well concluded, “At all times, people and places change. The preciousness resides in the timeless moments that we spend together.” 🙂

  6. This is so true. Very nicely written. I am sure many of us would connect to this well. Loved the lines “At all times, people and places change. The preciousness resides in the timeless moments that we spend together.”

  7. Soul touching, Arun. A beautiful blog. While it’s 100% true, “At all times, people and places change. The preciousness resides in the timeless moments that we spend together.”

    Most of us look to recreate and relive the same old magic when we meet old friends. Rather we should cherish the friendships and weave new magic in our relationships to appreciate the “current” person we all are. Like true for all special relationships, you will pick the threads where you left off and neither of you will feel bad. After all a true friend knows what you are about to think, let alone do.

  8. Awesome this is! True happiness always lies in the smallest and simplest of moments that touch our hearts. The best line was where you wrote that you very hesitation became a reason to be non-hesitant. Just like “the reason to die for is the very reason to be alive” Absolutely beautiful blog on how relationships and especially innocent friendships impact our life and the importance of present moment.

  9. This is so heart touching. I have revived those memories and moments which i spent with my best friend in childhood. Though it was a small world without internet and gadgets, we have lived life to the fullest. I still wonder, i wish i could go back in my childhood days.

  10. So true… somehow I believe the treasure should be maintained as is… its difficult to see people treating differently…. lets not open n unwind it…. let the precious pearl be there deep down in the heart of the heart…. n we be blessed with the happiness of the beautiful memories.

  11. Beautiful written which takes me back emotionally in the same wonderful childhood memories of friendship and adventures in Germany….different cultures make up lifetime friendships equally….but I am afraid that the current generation of that age will miss this special part in their lifeline of childhood wonders…thanks for the flashback!

  12. A nostalgic breeze of memories. Even I was lost into some of my childhood memories. You wrote, “And why did everything look so tiny—the colony road and my house? … What an observation Sirji! Very true!
    Of course yes, a true, innocent heart always cherishes the happy moments, leaving behind a pinch of restlessness deep in the heart which could not understood by the others unless they experience it themselves in their own life.
    This article reminds me to be true towards our true human nature and introspect more on how we are passing each moment.

    Thank you very much for sharing your childhood memories.

  13. Nostalgia – about place, time or person! If you walk the alleys of the past, they certainly don’t look, feel or behave the same as they did earlier, do they?! The conundrum is best summarized by your statement: “If our bond is indeed that inconsequential, then why have I been hesitating for the last few days?” Answer to that question may be different for each one of us though….

  14. Wonder years reminded in such a touchy way.

  15. Nicely written!!
    It made me realize that- asides constantly aspiring and progressing for a better tomorrow, one must cherish the timeless moments & experiences of today that will forever be precious.

  16. Well-said. How true!

  17. A good read. You were always good with words. Special people, special times, relevance, everything made so much sense.

  18. Very well written. It made me remember my childhood magical days and old friends.

  19. Things are going to change positively when Ravi read this blog. 🙂

  20. Very beautifully narrated. It really brought to memories the childhood days and how care free we were. It is only the good memories that we will cherish in our life. It was well said that “At all times, people and places change. The preciousness resides in the timeless moments that we spend together.”

  21. Arun your childhood reminds my of my childhood in Bhopal.

  22. Very true and good memory whole picture will become live. .I am in Bhopal my no 9685001105.

  23. At all times, people and places change. The preciousness resides in the timeless moments that we spend together … true to the core, What a read sir! you have carved out your narration so beautifully. Memories are always cherished and stay with us for lifetime, nothing can snatch it away from us.
    I personally believe that we set boundaries for us based on our priorities. It is never too late to rekindle the faded bonding and relive the memories which are still fresh as a morning dew in our heart.
    This simply reminds me of a poem by Nida Fazli, of which I would like to put 2 line here –
    Chotta karke dekhiye, Jeevan ka vistaar…
    Aankhon bhar aakash hai, baahon bhar sansaar.

  24. “At all times, people and places change. The preciousness resides in the timeless moments that we spend together.”
    Modify this further, as people are more precious because we never know when will be the next time we meet again. So value the human being you meet be it anybody and miracle of LIFE will unfold everyday every moment.

  25. Blog takes me back to my school reunion event Boomerang 2017 where we all met after 25 years. Though our lives ,places ,priorities and time have changed the basic boding did not change. All were recollecting the time that we spent together earlier which appear to be cherished precious moments now.

  26. The writing is very nostalgic and carries a express lane for marvelous time travel . And, True, the moments that we spent with our childhood friends are priceless and are there with us for ever.
    I can imagine the warmth, Joy & wonderful feeling of reunion after a long time.
    Surely at least , I will call my old chums this weekend for a good long memory travel .
    Thank you sir for wonderful article !!!

  27. Very nicely written… while reading I recollected my childhood time…..believing the facts that childhood time will never comeback…I make kids to play more in play area…watch them fight and the very next moment be friendly. 🙂 …as if nothing happened ….I see my childhood in them … Thanks for the wonderful article…

  28. This is so true. Very nicely written. I lost in my childhood during reading this post.
    Mere pass bhi hai bachpan ki kuch tasweer,
    Jo kabhi khinchi hi nahi gai.

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